This weekend Shana and I had made plans to go to the mall. I don't know what the hell is up with her nowadays but she completely blew me off! Like what the hell. Oh yeah and she's such a control freak nowadays. She's changed. She calls me a bitch like every other day and she has to know every little detail about what I'm doing. I swear to god if I were constipated she would want to know about that too. I think it's time to break up with her.

Ok there's this guy that I'm beginning to like. He and I both go to the same school and have a buncha classes together. He's SOOO HOT>. He's names James. Yeah that's what he likes to be called too. No Jamie or jim just James. Very cool. We talked on the phone last week. I had called him about homework and then we just got into a deep conversation somehow. So like me. He's so awesome though. But I still need to learn more about him. I think him and I should have some unsurpervised playdates! Haha.

Right now is pretty boring. Marie the maid, i think is a theif, but we've been through so many of them that I don't think my mom wants to find a new one. I think Marie stole a pair of my underwear. Why she would steal, them I don't know. But she's been spending a long time cleaning in my room. I'm not even that messy!

Shana came over yesterday...yeah tons of fun. We hung out at my house and she ate supper over here. My mom cooked us delicious hamburgers! Mmmm! Then we watched some tv in my room *wink wink* and then she went home. I don't know why my mom let's me close the door when Shana is here. She knows she's my girlfriend and that we're most definetly making out on my bed in the dark....lol. No Shana is a good girl. We just make out. I think she's too scared to do anything else. Oh well. I love her and that's all that matters.

Tonight is a whole buncha nothing. Probably Mom is going to drive me down to the mall so I can look for some summer wear and swimsuits for the summer. I'm going to Mexico in July for like 2 weeks with my brother and my cousins. It's going to be awesome. We rented rooms in a wicked expensve hotel on the beach and everything. SWEET!

Ok HI! My name is Delilah and I'm bisexual. Might as well get it out there first, because it's a big part of me. To me love should be an open playing field, anything goes!

I live somewhere in california *wink wink*.

I have a girlfriend named Shana who I love love love!!!

I'm spoiled rotten.

I have a pretty average life.

I have an older brother and sister.

My dad died when I was a baby.

My mom remarried to this rich guy...yeah happily ever after right...

I'm a suicide survivor.

Yeah that's about it. I also go to a lot of parties with my Shana. We're partyaholics. I love her. I'm also addicted to the internet. I don't know why. It's pretty insane. HAHA.

Anyone have any comments? Go right on ahead!